Me to a friend: "My love life is in flux. My home life is in flux. My job life is in flux. I'm all fluxed up."
My friend: "Guess you're a fluxing mess!"
And then we laughed because really, what's to complain about?
With my typical glass-half-full eyes, I can also see in the midst of flux that:
I have a relationship . . . with a good man who may not wind up being the right man for me but is good nonetheless AND with friends who love and support me in flux and out.
I will have another home . . . and this next structure will no doubt be my home for the next few years. Until then I have offers of many couches, spare beds and futons!
I have a job . . . and though it will end when my candidate gets elected (note once more the positive thinking) I am making a reputation as someone who knows how to handle myself in a variety of settings. And Who knows where that will lead?
So, yeah, all fluxed up and still smiling!
and now? what are things like now...
ReplyDeletehave you read the book 'eat, pray, love'? it reminds me of you...i love it. miss you.